& put your footprints on // Monday, January 03, 2011 &

The year of 2011 will still mostly be spent on uncovering my inner self. Unlocking my deepest potential. And finding the answers that can probably never be answered. Nevertheless, I won't give up. I Have to be there, no.. It's I Must..

"I expect nothing in return"

& put your footprints on // Friday, December 24, 2010 &

I am but a tool. I exist to be the shield, I exist to protect, I exist to free you.

& put your footprints on // Tuesday, December 21, 2010 &

There are many things that I have achieved. But theres still one thing that i hope to have one day...

"such a stone heart have I"

& put your footprints on // Saturday, December 18, 2010 &

"you're so very special. I wish i was special" Radiohead- creep.

& put your footprints on // Monday, November 08, 2010 &

I've been through this road before. Its not the least pleasant i would say. Took me awhile to realise it for myself and get back up on my own 2 feet. Yup so now its the same thing. I guess im not the idiot who fall for it the 2nd time.

& put your footprints on // Friday, September 17, 2010 &

Well here I am. Still going strong after so many hardships that I came across. I DARE say that it is not easy nor it is impossible. What I am trying to say is that if you put your heart and soul into it and be true to yourself, you can overcome any piece of shit adversities that get thrown at you.

I still remember the day when I tell myself " even with one hand ill finish the course". That's a little too much to swallow but yeah, once i say such things I dont take back my words. Tomorrow Will be the day where I proudly bear the weight of an officer. I shall train my men well and they will fight alongside me during battle.

And not to mention thanks for the cake last week my guitar friends!!! I really really appreciate it. It IS afterall my first cake surprise weather u believe it or not. Ahaha.. so limited childhood memories

& put your footprints on // Tuesday, May 18, 2010 &

It is as if you were once a Gallant knight in the chronicles of Narnia amd just like that..*POOF* you became a teensy weensie Peon who can't do anything way beyond what he dreamt of. (ok well, atleast peons can still carry lumber and construct buildings).

Just caught in this dilema where only i can make the choices. So many hidden threads attached to it.. that it seems to be never ending..
Choices where I will be a 'peon' foreverrr
Choices which eats up my time
Choices which might even worsen my situation

Garhh...The tyranny of choice!